From the blog, Living in a Pefect World
Perfection
I perceive only a reflection not a life arising in absence of my own volition. And as I watch it pass before my eyes of he who I have labeled as myself, I lift my sight to gaze upon its’ outer shell. I am no one, and these grandiose visions of myself are so abundantly trivial.
In the face of al that has been, is, and will ever be my life, is but a single blinking of the eyes. I am here, and then I am gone; to have lived but never existed.
I live in absence of time’s cruel grasp. Born of the past, dwelling in the present, and nurturing the future. I am an anomaly, an effect of so many interdependent causes and I am the cause of so many things to come. I was born to accomplish so much more than that which would be dictated by my own selfish concerns, yet sadly I have been conditioned all of my life to ignore such truth.
I have been poisoned– poisoned into the belief that this world and everything it contains exists solely for the benefit of me. This process of conditioning was slow and systematic and its’ cure will take a great deal of time and effort to apply.
I have not reached the end of this journey. However, I am quite positive that I am on the correct path. I navigate the path by way of natural experience, treading upon shadows and dust in hopes of realizing who this stranger– I call myself– truly is.
With love and compassion for all life and a peaceful faith in these moments of beauty that are ever-changing right before my eyes, I walk the line. My hope is to gain total awareness of each and every changing moment so that I will understand them in the greater scheme of existence… so that I will understand them for what they truly are– just a doorway to perfecting freedom of the mind.
Jeheshua
Stevie Wilson
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